i dont remember much of the dream, but in one part of it i remember having to put on my brace and it felt different. the stomach part was pushed out way more and looked like i had a beer belly. it also had a bit sticking out at the front as if my mom was trying to make more room for me as if i needed more room. i put it on and it fit. it wasnt too big. so then my insecurities went crazy.
BEFORE THE DREAM i was playing roblox with some people who like Ranfren. we were playing a game with the Ranfren house. my friend was Randal, some other person, now my friend, was sebastian, and i was satoru (actually i was nyon first but it doesnt matter for the point). randal was chasing sebastian so he told me to try and catch him. mind you theres no way to catch in that game so we were just running around. But IN MY DREAM there was Randal (YAY). I and some random ass girl were fighting iver him which is kinda stupid but its funny that it was similar to the events from before.
i tried meditating again last night. i fell asleep really quickly though. i had a dream that i was a little boy acting for a jesus movie. as jesus. i was in some sort of play place and sitting on a horizontal pole really up high. i was looking at a security camera (where they recorded) and i had no idea what my lines were. at some point a burly man sat next to me to sing my lines with me. then a lady came up too. they gave me 2 metal wires to wrap on something that was over my face. i thought it was to have a fake beard attatched, but it was so i wouldnt fall. we ended up doing the lines and i actually tried. it was pretty vivid. i remember thinking "if my dad watches this, he'll be proud of me for my performance. and the fact that its a christian movie..." but my mom woke me up... i did not get the acting job i wanted. im not even religious. or a boy. or worthy if my dad's proud-ness or whatever
my sis went to a haunted house and dragged me along. i only agreed to protect her. there was this guy who kidnapped us and made us go through "levels" in there. one had a blue buddha thing. he chased us. his killing technique was to push his first 2 fingers into our foreheads. then another level was where we had to run from a ton of rabid animals like wolves, coyotes, and other stuff but they were really cartoony. another level had a ton of mosquitos. at some point i called 911 and the cops took abt an hour to show up. then we watched the news for some reason... the first thing that popped up was the buddha guy. he chased and killed the cop. then i woke up. it was like a childrens horror movie.
recently... i was in my livingroom except everything was pink and it was merging with a yard sale. There was a fluffy carpet and we had to find these massive crystals and every family had to do it for a big prize. it was taking forever... but i found some before it started so that was cool. i felt the sharpness and everything. i was gonna take a picture of it and even my phone homescreen was pink. it was the kind of pink you see in coquette. baby pink. its the color on my lockscreen but EVERYWHERE. i woke up
My first truely lucid dream was a crazy one. I was on call with someone and ended up falling asleep. i was meditating. Then in the dream, i was in a convenience store. There was an isle. I was standing at the end of that shelving and looking at liquid soaps. It looked like it was foggy and there was a mellow in-house light. I felt my arms. Ever single finger too. I swiped my hand back and forth through the shelf. it was very cool. Then i went back and forth between very clearly feeling my dream arms moving around to very clearly feeling my real arms curled up beside me. I decided to walk around. i couldnt feel my legs but thats okay. i was going to look around for so ething, but i had a weird feeling. I evidently went back to my original spot. Then i looked up. Luther was there. staring. I looked him in the eyes and waved. He looked like he was about to walk to me, but he ended up not doing so. Instead, he stayed back to watch. and i woke up to yap about it.